and yes...those are stretchmarks....lovely!
also..I think I have been in these clothes for like 3 days
24 days may sound close, but it feels like an eternity. I am trying to throw myself into little projects for Dylan for Valentines Day and really just anything to pass the time.
I am mainly posting to give you all an update, but also to mark this moment for myself. When I look back on being pregnant with Dylan it all seemed so magically and pain free and just perfect. So when we go to make the decision to have our third I just want to be sure that I remember this day; when my stomach is killing me, my back is killing me, my breast are killing me. I have acid reflux so bad I throw up, which makes my stomach hurt even more. And I am so exhausted that the idea of ordering a pizza even seems like too much work for dinner. I am almost 37 weeks pregnant and I am still waiting for nesting...I hear its real I just need to experience it, heaven knows my house needs to.
I was hoping to keep my post happy and positive, but I think realistic is best for this one. I promised myself not to get anxious and just let the baby come in his own time, but if there is a qualified surgeon reading this I am ready for you to take the baby today!!!!
Love,
Grouchy Mommy!
p.s. Josh has been absolutely amazing, I am very lucky...it's like he was saving it all for the end. I rest when I need to, he gives me massages and he is super understanding. I have one of the best husbands and little boys. So for them I am grateful!
